change and i don’t really mix… August 4, 2008
Lately I’ve been feeling like life is changing again, not any life changing events or anything, but just moving on, evolving into something new. Most people except change with open arms, and anticipation to what will come…. me, I dread it, I don’t like change, I don’t like changing. I like comfort, safety and familiarity, and with change you loose that, which is what I don’t like.
I feel as though things are round me are moving on, and I’d like to keep things stationary, the same, comfortable. But I’ve been struck that I can’t do that, even if I hold on to what ‘was’, I will eventually be left behind to everyone/thing else moving forward. Maybe I should just sit back and join in the ride…. if only it were that easy, I know I wont… but maybe I’ll little by little accept change into my life a bit more.
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